The End

Well the suspense gets to be over a lot sooner. It occurred to me today that perhaps the porn star wasn't interested in dating at all. While that is not what he ever told me, there were signs that indicated perhaps he had no intention at all of dating someone while pursuing his porn career. So I finally just asked him and got the response a few minutes ago. He confirmed my suspicions. He is not in a place where he wants to date anyone, so we are finished. And I am now totally single instead of in some weird limbo state. So if you know any single hotties let me know. Although I don't think it will be happening while I live in Iowa. Sigh, doesn't it suck when you know you have to wait before you can start living?